Aug 12, 2005 21:29
So in about 6 hours I am being picked up by an airport shuttle to go to Chicago.
I am happy to leave Seattle...seeing as I haven't been doing that much around here anyways..
But I am worried to go to chicago because
a. I hardly know my grandparents
b. one has altheimerz (i can't spell it.) I do not know how this is going to be because last time I saw her she wasn't nearly as far along as she is now, and i was 10 years old. I remember her saying "go help your little brother", referring of me to Wes. And Wes is also her grandkid...but he's my cousin. She called me and my mom sisters when I was about 7, the last time they came to Seattle. She'll probably be quiet and polite even though she might not have a clue whats going on, but im afriad she will get violent and scarishly weird, and it will make me feel uncomfortable knowing that I have pictures of us together when I was three playing with fake tea cups, and she knew me very well. Well, its been over five years since I have seen either of them, and I just don't know how its going to be.
c. it sucks that me and my mom won't have a car to get around just go to the store or out for anything.
Well......
im really confused about some shit right now and omg omg omg i wanna screaaaaammm.
but this jason mraz song is good.
he really needs to stop smoking! im afraid he's gonna loose the voice..
ashley thinks he already has because he's not as breathy and doesn't roll his R's any more. or skat alot.
i think that partially has to do with this new cd of his being more techo and whamo..rather than just him and the guitar and toca with the drums
i dont care though i love jason mraz!!!!