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[promisedlotus]

Characters: Kanda Yu [promisedlotus], Y O U!
When: Backdate to Saturday, March 17th.
Where: Apartment Rooftop.
Rating: G.
Summary: Kanda and his feels and lack of duty in Nesreca.

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[Everyone would be nice to have here. Lavi was missing the old man terribly and wanted to see him again. Wanted him out of that dangerous situation. Wanted them all back at the Order together but he knew it wasn't going to happen any time soon. Here was the best chance they had of being together again. Neither of them were used to having people that meant something to them up and leave. Not this frequently.

Rhode was a valid concern though - her second and short visit aside - it's doubtful that Lenalee would blame him for trying to focus on one of the few enemies they had here. Lenalee was just always there waiting for them to come home to her because she cared for them so much. And Kanda's grown if he knows that what he did was a little wrong, he could apologize when they came back. Even if it ended up being that they didn't remember what the apology was for.

Lavi's walls aren't much stronger, perhaps just a little bit more because of him not caring about everyone that came and left. Even if he made bonds with them, Allen and Lenalee both were just major dents in the wall. But much longer... He didn't know how well they'd hold if Kanda or Alma lost. They were the last two walls so to speak.

(To him where they live doesn't matter.)

It's so relative and fleeting, what makes them all happy. Perhaps...perhaps they'll both be happy with Lenalee and Allen back by their sides again. And it won't be satisfaction or contentment.

Yeah, we don't need you falling back into that slump. You were bad enough when Lavi was in his so you don't get to do the same yourself, or at least alone. If you're going to drown in the memories (alcohol or no) you're going to do it with Lavi at your side. Because maybe then they can drag each other out with a sudden fist fight at having let the other seen the tear slide down their cheek or a face crumple in sorrow.

You should really thank Lavi for that, he's the one that got bitty to throw it all out. Hell, he's even thrown his own out after that farewell toast.

And don't make him drag you to see Kiriko about your health. You need to see a doctor and he's the only one that won't toss them out on their asses even if he is in training. Perhaps they should have made use of the healers they had before they all disappeared. ...Wait, they do have Sakura now but she's not spoken of her skills.]

Not for me.

[Lavi needed something to do so badly he almost burned with it. He was tempted - oh, so tempted - to go into Credinta and try and merge with the culture simply to record their history despite not having the resources that he needed nor the materials (i.e. proper identification) necessary to live there. He was willing to do that just for something to do that wasn't... This horrible excuse of existence.

Thank you for letting him be childish this once. He needs someone to be close to and he doesn't have anyone. Not really. Not like Kanda does with Alma.

But he lets the other's hand slip from his own as soon as they enter the library.]

Wait here, I'll bring towels from my room.