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well, stuff is kinda so-so lately. I don't really want to get into to deep of detail because i've been crying all freaking week.
I hung out with james today and everything in his room made me cry. i sat there facing him eating cereal, something we always do, and there was only the slightest bit of composure. We watched Labyrinth, and i started to cry when David Bowie sang "as the world falls down"
I cried when i looked at his walls, and then i cried when i left.
I gave him a card i picked up with erin and a poem i wrote him a while ago, and i didn't get a response from that.. which bothers me a lot.
I have to work tomorrow from 11:00-12:30 then from 2:00-closing.
i don't want to go to work.
I just want things to be okay again
damnit im crying again.
I hung out with james today and everything in his room made me cry. i sat there facing him eating cereal, something we always do, and there was only the slightest bit of composure. We watched Labyrinth, and i started to cry when David Bowie sang "as the world falls down"
I cried when i looked at his walls, and then i cried when i left.
I gave him a card i picked up with erin and a poem i wrote him a while ago, and i didn't get a response from that.. which bothers me a lot.
I have to work tomorrow from 11:00-12:30 then from 2:00-closing.
i don't want to go to work.
I just want things to be okay again
damnit im crying again.