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[niteloser]

okay so I'm getting my little depression again. I dont know what it is but I'm not too friendly lately. I dunno. But I'm not going back on the meds. I'm not. I'm not anxious just depressed. Feeling like the fat cunt that people are saying I am. I know they don't know what they are talking about but thier little remarks are getting under my skin and pissing me off!!!! yeah. I dont take criticism very well especially when it's attacking me as a person. I'm not an untrained fat loser. I'm a fully trained fat person.

*sigh*

he takes the physical on friday. well... I dunno.