Utter Confusion
So im getting mixed feelings now. Im not sure if she likes me or not. I try to talk to her on live journal, but she doesnt respond. This was my fear from the beginning, that i would probebly do something wrong, and i probably have. It may just be my mind rambling on again, but i have this fear of relationships now, because ive been hurt a lot. I just dont know anymore, and i want to know more about her, because i think she is great. I wish i could spend more time around here, and get to know people more, but im a music major and it is cutting into my life. I got some great advice yesterday though, he said.."just remember that everything happens for a reason." I know im here for a reason, and i know i met her for some reason, but i wish life was more predictable. I wish i could look ahead and see how my life goes. See what i end up doing, and see how my life ends. I feel helpless and alone. I know this may sound sad to some people, but this is how i feel, and this is where im allowed to vent.