Apr 15, 2006 02:48
I figured I already know who and what I am and have been totally cool with it. But tonight I finally realized what I am NOT.
I am not a girly girl. I do not even own a purse. I don't care about shoes. I hate shopping. I don't care about the hot guy across the room looking at me. I don't spend hours on my hair or makeup. I don't have an outfit for every occasion. I don't care what other girls are wearing. I don't care what other girls are saying. I am not a gossiper. I am not interested in material things. I don't like fake nails, I hate fake tans. I am not interested in jewelry. I am not putting on a display for anyone who might be watching. I am not "chatty." In all the senses of the word, I am not a girl.
After so much time realizing what I am not....I am forgetting what I AM. I need to sleep this off.