I'm Back!!!!

[nitebird]

Ok! I am going to try and come back into the world of the living. I have not been doing much of anything lately and I need to change that.

I got up and got my lazy ass to the gym today. Go me! It's a start. My goal if to go every Tues Wed and Thurs plus every other Saturday. I can't go on the Saturdays I work because the gym is closed by the time I get out of work.

I just paid off another credit card. Hopefully I can keep at them. I need to get out of my house. I love my family, I really do. I just need my own space. If one of them yells "GIRLS" up the stairs one more time I'm gonna combust. I can't take it!

I want a nice little condo. They have some here in Vernon. A one bedroom loft? The bedroom could be my guest room and I could use the loft. A nice little kitchen and living room? It would be perfect. I could adopt a cat or two or maybe a beagle. I don't know. I just want my own place. I need my own place. I'm suffocating. My self-esteem while never stellar is currently in the toilet. THEY ARE DRIVING ME INSANE. I JUST WANT THEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!! AGH

***breathes deeply***