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Today has been a good day. I haven't cried one tear. It almost feels like I'm at peace with everything. I was actually able to get some rest last night, YAY!! And I'm looking forward to taking a little nap later today. I had a long talk with a friend last night and she helped me in a way nobody else could, said things that noone else would even think to say or even know to say. Thank God I have her as a friend, if I hadn't talked to her last night I think I would still be sitting here feeling sorry for myself. I'm not fully over him, but I'm sure that'll come in time. I used to think that God sent him back into my life because we were "ment to be," but now I don't believe that. I believe that God has something else up his sleeve for me and he wouldn't keep putting me through all this pain if in the end it wasn't worth it. But all in all, I feel better. Today is a good day, today has been a new day, knowing that I think I'll just take it one day at a time and see where life takes me. I still have this consent pain in my chest, perhaps it's my heart that's broken or perhaps with me being so stressed it has caused me to have heartburn. I think I'll go with it being heartburn. Oh yeah! Jen, send me your email address or email me and I'll fill you in on what happened!