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So, my friend died in Feburary, my uncle died last week, and my grandpa had a minor stroke last Saturday. Could life get any harder than what it is at this moment? The year has barely just begun and already there is so much hurt and so much loss. It's almost like if I start to get comfortable and start to move on something bad will happen. After Gina's service I was able to start moving on, I started to get comfortable with life again, and then my uncle died. Another funeral service. Then a couple of days after my birthday my grandpa has a minor stroke and didn't know until Monday morning when he went to his doctor appointment and was in the hospital until yesterday afternoon. I am so grateful that my grandpa is alright. It could have been a lot worse. This week has been so stressful. I'm worrying a lot more than usual, I think I've become down right paranoid. I'm surrounded by people who love and care for me and I just can't help but feel alone. I'm just waiting for the rug to get pulled out from under me, it's just a matter of time. What's going to happen next? How much harder is it going to get?