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Id be in a house right now, this winter we would have started thinking of a child. I would have taken that sigma position for more money. I really loved being married, I really wanted a house together and it was a dream too. Also a kid together was a dream and wish. I dont know why im sacraficing my sleep or time from work. For me? who gives a fuck about me. Even i don't. Id be happy with a home depot job not making someone of myself living in an apartment by myself.