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So in the end i walked the same path but this time i did not get blind with love. I looked and looked and well i saw the flaws. The same flaws that the other one had. My ideal situation is that she would come back but that isnt gonna happen. all i can do is when i go to sleep i just force myself by using a pillow to hold onto to feel a little comfortable then let it take over. i just want to be happy like i was before