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so i thought our dsl was turned off because it wouldn't let me log on, after trying for several minutes it finally let me log back on, i was about to start crying, i know you're wondering wasn't it suppose to be turned off a long time ago?, yeah i dunno ya know, so i have a horrible headache and i'm stressing out over several things right now, i've been messing up at both of my jobs lately and i'm really scared at the moment that i might be losing one of them soon, i went through a fuck it i don't give a fuck about anything week and i should really straighten up now and get back to being serious and responsible about shit, i've just been having an awesome time that i have't really paid attention to all that other crap that goes on in my life, my mom is back to being mad at me, i gotta call my dad for help here in a bit, i hate doing it but i have no choice, i really wish i had a better relationship with the guy, the man is being a jerk more than ever lately, it hurts that my mom sees it and doesn't even say anything, she's made it perfectly clear who matters more, i hate being here i just wanna get rudy and go but the question is where? i need a roomate then i will definitely make it, i want a wife just like everyone else lol, katie and kristen and alex and roxie, who wants to me my wife? but anyway yesterday was awesome, roxie, kristen, katie and i hung out and played ber pong, i don't think that game ever gets old, we won TEXAS RULES OVER OHIO!, they wanted a rematch and yeah they won that but c'mon we all know that really didn't count, kristen said fuckin squirrel head davey crockett was from texas, oh man she's hilarious and drinking without her would be no fun, katie burped and the whole apartment started shaking, roxie sang to me like she always does, we all went to the store to buy more beer im sure the guy noticed we were all fucked up, i mean the door said pull i pushed it and ran into it like a dumbass and roxie pushed the ice thing aside with her butt, drunk hide and seek was played good times good times, kristen and i hid outside i went in and she stayed outside like a little trooper freezing her toes off, roxie tackled the sofa which i'm still laughing at right now..mental picture, but yes it was grand and you should been there if you weren't