Feb 23, 2005 05:25
I think I got it. It doesn't matter at all. And that's the greatest thing I can think of.
It doesn't matter who you were, where your from, where you going, and when you get there. All that matters is the here and now.
I don't like where I am right now. Somehow I lost track of where I was going and got bogged down in this dead end routine of work, sleep, depression, repeat. That doesn't mean I can't change things.
It doesn't matter.
I have a plan now, it may not work out like I'm hopeing... hell... it may not work at all. But it's something to move toward. A focus. Something that has been absent in my life for awhile now. Already I feel better. Better about almost everything really.
I just had this epiphany while talking to a waitress at the log cabin and drinking copious amounts of coffee.