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Man it's been a while. I've been lurking in the background though.
Things have changed, to a degree, and other things have stayed the same, with only my feelings about these things morphing. Such a good word.
I'm in a relationship with Mr Brown but he's moved to Dundee. Before he left we were spending a whole lot of time together and now it's very difficult trying to get used to him not being here during the week and trying to get back into some sort of 'routine' so it doesn't bother me so much. I'll get used to it soon enough, I just don't like it.
Having a car is proving how much money stuff I just did not need to think about before. Petrol's expensive!!! But I wouldn't get rid of it now. Apart from the few odd idiots, driving is quite fun.
Hating my job. Usually I go through this phase bi-annually, however there's something different about it this time. It's hard to tell whether it genuinely is time for me to move on or if the hating of my job is compounded by Will moving to Dundee and the adjustments that need to be made. Actually I'm not in that good a mood at the moment generally. It'll pass, always does.
I'm making a conscious effort to think about Christmas early this year, in an attempt to be organised and smug when I see all these other people who usually do what I do and run round the shops at the last minute. Truth be told, it's only cos I need to be more organised with my cash. So far it's not going too well. Of course, I do this every year.
Things have changed, to a degree, and other things have stayed the same, with only my feelings about these things morphing. Such a good word.
I'm in a relationship with Mr Brown but he's moved to Dundee. Before he left we were spending a whole lot of time together and now it's very difficult trying to get used to him not being here during the week and trying to get back into some sort of 'routine' so it doesn't bother me so much. I'll get used to it soon enough, I just don't like it.
Having a car is proving how much money stuff I just did not need to think about before. Petrol's expensive!!! But I wouldn't get rid of it now. Apart from the few odd idiots, driving is quite fun.
Hating my job. Usually I go through this phase bi-annually, however there's something different about it this time. It's hard to tell whether it genuinely is time for me to move on or if the hating of my job is compounded by Will moving to Dundee and the adjustments that need to be made. Actually I'm not in that good a mood at the moment generally. It'll pass, always does.
I'm making a conscious effort to think about Christmas early this year, in an attempt to be organised and smug when I see all these other people who usually do what I do and run round the shops at the last minute. Truth be told, it's only cos I need to be more organised with my cash. So far it's not going too well. Of course, I do this every year.