can you rescue me ... are you real?
"prince charming can you rescue me? are you real? can you make me feel ... feel unreal?"
*sigh* things are better. at first i thought things were fucked up. we just regressed back into our cycle [talking ... reminisce about the past ... laugh ... miss the old days ... bring up suppressed/not talked about things ... frustrations ... fight ... decide not to talk ... distance ourselves ... miss each other ... realize we need to talk to each other ... talk, etc.]. it felt good to talk to him again. =/ "we are so weak" <-- yes we are, nathan rossi. yes we are. but it felt good. perhaps because we knew/acknowledged/realize we can't be together. we want things to work out, but we just have to be friends.
thus bringing me to another question/thought process. will i be able to find the one person i can't be apart from? someone who blows me off my feet. someone who treats me right. someone who loves me for who i am. someone who makes me feel great. someone who has feelings that i can reciprocate ... SOMEONE. i'm so tired of having relationSHITs. SO TIRED. i don't think people understand and it's not my duty to help them understand that either. but i'm tired. i'm done for it right now. i just *sigh* i don't know. i need to mend. i need ME time. so yeah. enough about that today...
"why isn't love enough?" - CLOSER
*sigh* things are better. at first i thought things were fucked up. we just regressed back into our cycle [talking ... reminisce about the past ... laugh ... miss the old days ... bring up suppressed/not talked about things ... frustrations ... fight ... decide not to talk ... distance ourselves ... miss each other ... realize we need to talk to each other ... talk, etc.]. it felt good to talk to him again. =/ "we are so weak" <-- yes we are, nathan rossi. yes we are. but it felt good. perhaps because we knew/acknowledged/realize we can't be together. we want things to work out, but we just have to be friends.
thus bringing me to another question/thought process. will i be able to find the one person i can't be apart from? someone who blows me off my feet. someone who treats me right. someone who loves me for who i am. someone who makes me feel great. someone who has feelings that i can reciprocate ... SOMEONE. i'm so tired of having relationSHITs. SO TIRED. i don't think people understand and it's not my duty to help them understand that either. but i'm tired. i'm done for it right now. i just *sigh* i don't know. i need to mend. i need ME time. so yeah. enough about that today...
"why isn't love enough?" - CLOSER