Apr 07, 2007 20:05
in just a few clicks, i find the myspace pages of people i haven't seen in years. these are people i would have otherwise considered lost to the world, bound somewhere unreachable and untouchable. i think i was happier with it that way. now it's suddenly incredibly easy for me to make contact in a style that recently gives me a feeling, abominable and contrived.
internet, i tire of your convenience. is it so wrong or redundant or antiquated or inefficient to want to have my long-lost rekindling occur through accidental path-crossing?
i think i worry about you too much. another you, another you. it's not that all my 'you's become any less important or influential, but you must admit that there has to be more than this.
"is there more to life than love and being together?"
i get lust, i get love. i get how this works, and it bores me. i like this feeling more, it's new. i'll check my horoscopes for the week and then get back to work. i'll go to deerhoof tonight, i think things are ok.