madamadamada....
I keep on noticing how immature I am… I still easily get ticked of by really minor/trivial things.
Really, more than anything, I want to be an ‘adult’ who can accept things with open arms. At the same time, if I think that certain things are not right, I want to be able to declare I think otherwise with confidence. If I am proven wrong, I want to accept fault without being cynical. Maybe I want that calmness…that “abundance” in heart (does this make sense?)….As of now, I have my hands full just taking care of my problems…. I want to be able to change that….no matter how many years that would take…at my own pace…
Meh.
I know I’ve said that many times, and maybe I am being too tough on myself like someone has already pointed out to me….but I feel like if I don’t confront myself and be harsh, who would?
My mom called today, and she told me she won 1st place at a marathon.
Hearing that, I think I’ve received part of her will power to keep on going
Yay mom. I’ll do my best too.
Really, more than anything, I want to be an ‘adult’ who can accept things with open arms. At the same time, if I think that certain things are not right, I want to be able to declare I think otherwise with confidence. If I am proven wrong, I want to accept fault without being cynical. Maybe I want that calmness…that “abundance” in heart (does this make sense?)….As of now, I have my hands full just taking care of my problems…. I want to be able to change that….no matter how many years that would take…at my own pace…
Meh.
I know I’ve said that many times, and maybe I am being too tough on myself like someone has already pointed out to me….but I feel like if I don’t confront myself and be harsh, who would?
My mom called today, and she told me she won 1st place at a marathon.
Hearing that, I think I’ve received part of her will power to keep on going
Yay mom. I’ll do my best too.