Maybe...? Oh it better be...!
There is a big chance I'm going back to Japan in this winter. Just for few weeks. I don't know if I'll do anything terribly exciting yet, because I do no longer have any close friends there, but...if I go back, i'll definetly have a great time with my relatives (especially with my 2 cousins (they're the only cousins i have ^^;)in my hometown.
...yeah. I do miss hometown. I thought I never will, but once you are so far from it for such a long time...you get an urge to go return to it. I really appreciate that it's there, that I have a place to call 'hometown'. And now that I'm so far from it, I'm longing to know more about it. I want to walk on the streets where I used to play on as a kid. And see things I saw when I was a little girl, and be surprised at how I perceive things differently now. Will I see more beautiful things? Will I be more aware of negative things...? I really want to find out.
...Oh man, I am getting excited. But its'...Too soon, too soon! ^^; because I know that once I get overexcited and then if the plan didn't come true, I'd be depressed. You know. On It's better to remain calm.