broken-ish
Lori and i had a fight. She was yelling about breaking up, so i left the house and was thinking for awhile and decided i don't want to be with her right now. I am taking at least a month to think things through and see if we can actually make this work. My number one problem is that lori is super jealous and possessive, and that is in no way alright with me. I am sick to my stomach of always being interrogated each time i go out with a friend.
I realize in relationships you work together to make things work, but i am still my own person. I've decided i have somewhat lost myself along the way, and i need to find myself again. I need time, time is the only thing that will help me figure out what i need as a human being to make me happy.
i have been staying at friends houses, and just trying to think. Sometimes i miss her so much , and then other days i am looking online for a place to live. We were supposed to go on vacation to nova scotia together in august for a week and a half. I told her i can't go, i will be spending the time with my family.
Im so fucked up in the head, i don't know where to start.
I realize in relationships you work together to make things work, but i am still my own person. I've decided i have somewhat lost myself along the way, and i need to find myself again. I need time, time is the only thing that will help me figure out what i need as a human being to make me happy.
i have been staying at friends houses, and just trying to think. Sometimes i miss her so much , and then other days i am looking online for a place to live. We were supposed to go on vacation to nova scotia together in august for a week and a half. I told her i can't go, i will be spending the time with my family.
Im so fucked up in the head, i don't know where to start.