What to do when life sucks
I wish there was a guide like that ... but there isn't. There's a video on youtube with that title but it isn't that helpful when you're in a bad mood. I don't want to say what it is but the there are so many things that I don't want to think about.
Let me start by saying that my heart goes out to all the victims of the tsunami. In regards to that alone, I feel like I woke up to a nightmare I haven't been able to escape from since last Friday morning. I wish it had never happened though I'm sure a lot of people feel that way too. The way people have reacted to it disgusts me. All some people do is sit infront of the t.v. in their cozy homes. They think they're an expert after watching the news for five minutes. Of course the only time Japan would get national media attention where I live is when they are facing a dire tragedy. There are people who are stranded with no food and all the media can talk about is a nuclear crisis.
Well, I'm just ranting but I'm sick and tired of the media shoving political agendas down people's throats. Even so called christian mediums just want to talk about politics and put God's name in it. They ought to be ashamed.
As far as school I am still suffering for the sake of art. I have yet another stupid art class where we don't even get to make art - in a traditional sense of the word. I keep asking myself "What the hell is art?" Just to keep myself sane. I don't know the meaning of a lot of things anymore. I thought I did.
What really pisses me off is stupid people that bitch and moan all the time and then they wonder why you don't want to be around them.Don't tell me there's something wrong with me when you're so self centered you have to think you're right all the damn time. Even when you're not. You're the one that has problems.
I used to not understand people who never want to leave their bedrooms and are desperately trying to escape reality. Now I get it. The world is an ugly nasty place full of nasty people and sometimes you want to shut everybody out. My room is like a sanctuary to me. No one can bother me with their own selfish wills that they try to impose on me. I don't know what I'd do without school right now. Knowledge is something no one can take away from you. I feel the same way about my artwork. It's something I make with my hands and no one can take that away from me either.
Let me start by saying that my heart goes out to all the victims of the tsunami. In regards to that alone, I feel like I woke up to a nightmare I haven't been able to escape from since last Friday morning. I wish it had never happened though I'm sure a lot of people feel that way too. The way people have reacted to it disgusts me. All some people do is sit infront of the t.v. in their cozy homes. They think they're an expert after watching the news for five minutes. Of course the only time Japan would get national media attention where I live is when they are facing a dire tragedy. There are people who are stranded with no food and all the media can talk about is a nuclear crisis.
Well, I'm just ranting but I'm sick and tired of the media shoving political agendas down people's throats. Even so called christian mediums just want to talk about politics and put God's name in it. They ought to be ashamed.
As far as school I am still suffering for the sake of art. I have yet another stupid art class where we don't even get to make art - in a traditional sense of the word. I keep asking myself "What the hell is art?" Just to keep myself sane. I don't know the meaning of a lot of things anymore. I thought I did.
What really pisses me off is stupid people that bitch and moan all the time and then they wonder why you don't want to be around them.Don't tell me there's something wrong with me when you're so self centered you have to think you're right all the damn time. Even when you're not. You're the one that has problems.
I used to not understand people who never want to leave their bedrooms and are desperately trying to escape reality. Now I get it. The world is an ugly nasty place full of nasty people and sometimes you want to shut everybody out. My room is like a sanctuary to me. No one can bother me with their own selfish wills that they try to impose on me. I don't know what I'd do without school right now. Knowledge is something no one can take away from you. I feel the same way about my artwork. It's something I make with my hands and no one can take that away from me either.