Ironic that its nothing much?

Dec 11, 2006 16:12

Well here I am, yes I am still alive and kicking, I'm sure to someone's dismay though for many that I know its a blessing. I'm still out here in Iraq, though with very little time left, Less than a month. almost down to 20 days even, So HELL YEAH! Ill be back stateside soon living it up in my barracks there. I don't go out much and I have no real reason to, my lovely angel is back home in cali so I can't up and visit her whenever I want, except for on cam which I will be on nearly 24/7 for her. (she is quite busy now so that way she can see me when she can) and soon after I get back Ill be back home for good, about 9 months after I get back to be more exact. Yes yes soon may sound a bit far fetched but in military thinking anything not counted in years is considered soon or close.

My net has been taken away, though that is no surprise since we won't need it come a few more days. Though I do plan to use the net cafes we have out here to stay in touch, just, no one seems to care enough to send me emails aside from a very select few, Of which I'm grateful for, though I want to hear from as many people as I can too. If you are busy I do understand so don't worry on that end, I would claim being busy but alas, I am just an extremely lazy guy. I hate being this way but I hate having to do stuff that doesn't do me any good and is in essence a waste of time. Which is nearly everything I do out here even my gaming is a waste of time, since that is what I'm trying to do to pass it here. At least that is entertaining enough to get the days to go past. Yes I should be schooling but I can't with my time frame now, and I should have started doing so a long time ago, Geez I'm such a slacker bum and a waste of space. *sigh* I say that for the simple fact I haven't accomplished a single thing in the military when I should have. Yes there were a few things that hindered me from doing so but I never put out that extra effort so here I am 22 and still no sense of anything for schooling aside from what the army taught me, Food Service. Which I plan to continue in hopefully on the inspection and health side, since I seem to do rather well in that area.

Ill be planning a number of things when I get back though so hopefully things will work out close to that plan. I want to be as close to a man as possible in my life, of which right now I am clearly not. There are no achievements in my life that would bolster this thought. I still have a lot of growing up to do but I don't want to do it too fast, I rather enjoy my video games still and plan to stay in them a while. But I also have a line too that family and the woman of my life will always take precedence. *cough* Well enough of my rambling, hope to hear from some people though I really think that no one checks this place anymore. *sigh* ah well I'm still here. ^.^

And should any of you want to find me in MySpace since I know a lot of people are there too. nisafei@hotmail.com just search that and you will find me. Sean, yes thats me in the pic so Nyah. ^.^

Catch you all later and hopefully soon.

~~Peace out! Nis Nis
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