Oct 27, 2005 16:36
Haven't written in a bit. Nothing much going on but still trying to collect my self and try to heal the wounds. The wounds? They're healing...slowly but steadly. It feels like these past few weeks I've been fighting for my life, my sanity. Although I still feel like I'm drowning a bit. Once things are cleared and things are talked over, I can finally come up for a breath of air. Right now I think I'll steer clear of any kind of relationships just to be safe. I mean I must learn to love myself first in order to love some one else. Also, I don't think I can trust another guy for quite some while now. Sure it would be
REALLY nice to be cared for and loved and all those GOOD things that should come with a relationship. But I don't think I could do that again...no not now. Besides that Today in school we watched a movie called 28 Days. It was a good movie. And tomorrow is our Halloween party. That's about it.