I can't believe this could be the end...and if its real then I don't want to know
Have you ever felt like you've been sailing on a cloud for days...and then that cloud turned into a stormy sea? I have... I finally got a taste of happiness and it was quickly and easily taken away from me. It's nobody's fault. So don't blame yourself! Obviously I've fucked up again. Life is just one big tease. It makes you want. Then it finally gives you what you want. Lastly it takes it away. Why is that I have to get in these moods? I am so vulnerable...I can't do much. All I know how to do is be sorry for myself. Fuck that fairy tale shit...there is no prince charming out there that's gonna love me and care for me. For one who would want me? Two why would they want me? Nobody. I'm simply going to live my life as a hermit one day. Alright so I'm depressed as shit. I have my reasons so don't be bitchin'. These past two weeks have been a strugle for me. Today didn't help either; infact it made it worse. Im so beside myself it's making me sick so I'm gonna go. Have a great fucking day! Remember it's no one's fault but MY OWN.