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Hmm... today is boring as all hell. Nobody to hang with. No body called except Nugget. Lately my moods have been changing and changing like crazy... from depression to well erm "excitement". I've been acting like I usually wouldn't act. I crave for a lot of things lately...like special attention from guys. This makes me feel like a slut. SOMEBODY HELP ME!!! I'm like itching to get out of my skin to be free to do whatever I please. Maybe I just want to be noticed. Or maybe I just need more meds...or another trip to the doctor. I feel like screaming. No I'm not doing this for attention. I want to be in a clearing in the woods where the sun is shinging and you can smell the fragrance of the flowers; I want to be there to regroup. I'm having problems at home with my dad being sick and all, so it's hard. So if anyone has free time...just try to help me escape this. So basically I'm all moody and shit.