a lot of things used to make me smile, one of them was you for just a little while...
i thought i should update...so guess what happend tonight? lauren forgot to pick me up from sylvan so i had to get a ride home from Anne...the second i walked in the door i heard "ohh shit i forgot to pick you up" i was just like no? really? i didn't notice....im done at seven, i got hom at 10 til 8. its okay im not bitter or anything...plus lauren had food already ordered from larosas that she didnt eat so i got a lot of pasta and 2 peices of pineapple pizza...but still she forgot about me...plus everyone hates me these days i dunno what i have been doing wrong but apparently some people are mad at me...god i am such a screw up i should just kill myself now...half my friends are mad at me and i dont know why and my sister doesnt even remember when she has to pick me up...honestly where would i be besides sylvan? i have exams tomorrow that she is constantly yelling at me about to get my ass up off the couch and study...i dont know im going to bed i quit at life...