Jun 05, 2004 23:44
its too late for me to be up
im getting nostalgic
you know, the whole early 90s, when technology meant something
and top 40s music was as alt as modest mouse
or at least as i remember it
dont read too much into that
ive been letting things just happen, and then slide by, without really trying to change or fix anything
I yell at elsa a lot about that
ok i yell at her a lot about everything
maybe a bit more than that
tasha's gone
i dont know where she is
but if she is, im sure she wants to be by herself
and if she doesnt, then she shouldnt have left in the first place
then again, she always left
and she never told us if she wanted to be alone or not
she just acted alone
so i dont expect to find out
honestly, i miss having friends
i can be all sociable and stuff
nice (as nice as i am) to people, and very talkative
but, i just havent TALKED to anyone in a while
Like, there was the whole "have you and elsa had sex yet?", i mean, i bitched about that
but i enjoyed it, it was fun, it was something to talk about
Like pizza with people!
Tortillas with icing on the front lawn!
Movies at beckis house!
Walking around town all afternoon!
Trips to playtime!
Love in the park and the library!