i can write anything, what will i actually say to you, what will you actually write back with, will you say anything?

[niruishida]

76
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75
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77
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why 70s?
do the specifics really matter?
or just the general idea

you did it
yes you did
what now?

so what?
its a new years resolution
if you had really meant it, would you have made it a new years resolution?

honestly, do you feel any different
no, WOULD you have felt any different if you hadnt thought about it so hard that you made yourself feel different because of it?
life goes on
your life goes on
and if someday it doesnt, then we would be very lost
as lost as you might feel right now
as lost as you will feel if you dont find some direction
or if you dont take direction from someone else

indecisive people make this hard
i dont know
knowing is not required of anyone in order to make a decision

at this point, you can do several things:

listen to me, i dont know, but i will make a decision

do nothing, dont know, dont decide because you dont know
-i will do something, and it might make you uncomfortable, but theres no reason not to talk about it

do something, maybe the same as what i would do, maybe the same as what elsa did, maybe your own original idea, but inaction is an action

say youre doing something, but actually dont
-what reason do you have to lie to me? trying to protect yourself? me?

not to label you or anything
especially since i wont react like ive written
what i wrote was more for me
if you do something listed above, chances are i will not respond as written
this was supposed to be a comment in your journal
but its bigger than just you

you have a tru7h
we all have a tru7h
its all the same tru7h
and we're all still around

still around