Oct 07, 2003 18:48
go figure i use the easy words to rhyme
by the way, if anyone reads the fire log on thursday, and reads about a man crashing on the bike path today
i wonder how everyones doing these days
with the decline of anyone using AIM to its full extent
and soccer taking up almost all of my time
and elsa taking up the rest
not that meaningful conversations can really be had online
i still think you have to talk to someone in person
one more month
whatever happened to the people who did nothing that i was used too?
just sit around
do nothing
sit inside
do nothing
sit outside
do nothing
no, we used to have lunches where we complained about people not talking enough
the whole group being on one topic
one wavelength
to put it stupidly
but i still try
still mexican
still not enough time to do anything
people still complain about me never going anywhere
if he ever spent time with me, i would talk to him more
no reason not to respond to me now
i guess we all have our own unconnected lives
where did our sense of community go
our sense of group
and sure, we talk about the evils of taking sides
and of grouping
but we were a group
and it wasnt that big
sometimes it was, but no one minded
can we maybe be too inclusive?
at the cost of excluding eachother?
could i be one of those?
one of those who came, and dont know where they are?
was there a group before i came?
did i intrude?
did i break up their sense of community?
not meaning, but still enforcing my ideas on them?
im such an idiot
but not for what i tell you, what i display as my weakness
but for what i dont tell you, only increasing how much we dont know about eachother
thats what makes us comfortable with eachother
knowledge, knowing our friends
but we dont have to know everything
as long as we know you wont jump on our back when we arent looking
or even if we know you have the tendency to do so
as long as we know it
not to say you cant be, surprising, interesting
what a contradiction i am
arent mexicans supposed to be quiet hardasses?
as long as i know