iknowimnotgood
i hate to feel like a coward
scared of being hurt, i hurt you first
because i never thought anyone would love me so much
marriages around me were broken ones
husbands would be unfaithful
i grew up in disbelief and fear
i love you so much i know i can't live without you but i'm doing things to push you away instead
why am i so dumb
i know i am a bad gf
making you do things u don like
wear clothes that i like
making u feel bad
making u angry
but i love you so much
to me, you're a gift from God
a gift i wanna hold on to this whole life
if only you knew my love can be as deep as the ocean