Doubts

May 14, 2008 09:51

It's been in my head for a while now, so it's about time I write it down here.

I'm excited about going abroad, I keep looking for a job as much as I can, but I'm scared to death of actually leaving.

A lot of my friends tell me "Hey, it's great that you're going, I'd never have the guts to do that!" and all I can think is, "Neither do I, I'm just too proud to admit it". So there, I admitted it. I'd miss my family! My mum and my sister mean so incredibly much to me, I can't even tell you!

I'd miss my best friend Tom, my more like a brother friend Doekie, my friends
industrellect,
nevel,
reflectingone,
darthshrike,
lizeand all the others at Überleuven, my friends G, David and 
tootsiemuppet (thank goth you're healthy honey), her girlfriend
hyel. My life is here, and I know I'll miss it so damn much.

On the other hand, something is missing. And I need to go out there and find it.

But yeah, I'm scared. Very scared.

dear diary

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