the continuing saga of the moving mover
http://chikteihasman.blogspot.com/2011/10/continuing-saga-of-moving-mover.html
It's official...i saw the new place last night. the first weekend of next month, i will be moving again. there are a few things i need to point out, such as that it's not in hillside, it's in hollis, and the room is actually much smaller than what i wanted, but it's chopped up in bits. the actual bed area will allow for JUST my bed. there will be a separate area for my computer, and i'm able to acess the entire house, including the yard and pool at my desire. the price is little more than orginally quoted also, and the woman's son who lives with her was engaged but he and his gf broke up. because of this i will be keeping my head covered whenever he is around. i feel that is best. the lady who will be renting to me was impressed by this. she remembers me from one of the kitty parties my family and i went to years ago. she recalled how well i got on with youngsters that were there. (i used to keep in touch with most of them for a few years, but the one had revealed that he had shameful lustful feelings for a western girl, and i wasn't going to support him, so i distanced myself from him.) the place is in a nice residential neighbourhood, and stores and such are not that far away, plus the subway staion nearby has an elevator, so is i so wish to schlep off to jackson heights or the hillside trade fair, or something, it will be easier for me to do so. i'm hoping to get a folding bicycle, and will be able to bring that with me too. also, if i get sick and tired of being at the house, i can grab my camera bag, and wander off to wherever and take pics, check out interesting stuff, etc. like i did when i first got here. i won't be fabulously wealthy, or anything even close to it, but i will have a bit more money than i have now. i will at least be able to afford my subway pass and to do my laundry properly, instead of washing it by hand. the lady said she'd be happy to share food with me sometimes, so that will help the budget too. the son has some digestive issues and needs the bathroom frequently, but he's often at work, and most likely will be around more when i'm in class, so i'll cope. i've coped so far, i'll continue to cope. catface came and saw my current place. he had originally tried to get me to take this new place, then he changed his mind and tried to convince me to stay where i am last night. i told him that as much as this is nicer in some ways, i really can't realistically afford it right now. i can afford my rent, but that's about it. i can afford my phone which i really need. i cannot however, afford my subway fares, or anything else other than basic hygenic needs. i've literally and figuratively cut out everything i could to save the budget. i stopped getting my nails done for now, i have no other luxuries other than the generous space of this room. sadly, that's the next thing that needs to be cut. i JUST get by right now, and only because ebby helps me with subway fares and occasional needs, but it's tough on him too. he's doing it on his own free will, i havn't asked him for money, but he's made it clear it's getting tough on him. i can't afford to pay him back, and won't be able to yet, but i will help him by making things easier on him and being able to rely on myself more. that's more important right now i think. i will also be able to go to the gurdwara more often. this is something i've not been able to do for months because of my financial state. i asked the advice of wise grey bard, and she agreed. she even said that i'd be crazy NOT to do this. as painful as it seems, she's right. i told catface that he loves me because i do humble with style. when times get tough, i deal with it. he said i'm right. he's told me before that's one of the qualities he loves best about me. i may cry and get upset, but i don't let shit get me down. and i try to always do it with good morals in mind. despite my pale skin and bright blue eyes, my desi heritage shows through in my actions, and those who really know me know this clearly. ( my haters try to say otherwise, but they r mostly western whores on the interent who married indian guys, all of which pretending they r truly in love when they really aren't. they use the guys for attention sex and money, and then try to fool the world into thinking they are happy and true and all that crap. so i consider the source there. their slander against me means little because truth prevails and i know who i am, and i know who THEY are, and THAT kills them inside. :) ) so, anyway......it will be a bit challenging, and not exactly ideal, but then again, none of my living arrangements have been exactly ideal, so nothing new there. i just have to suck it up and put up with it till either catface and or i can afford better. but it could be much worse, so i have to be grateful. also, looking google, i'm not that far from syed, and it may be easier for irfan to see me, and more frequently. so that's good too. i will keep my head up, my heart bright, and endure. that's why i'm nirmal singh. fuck the fakes. or better yet, not...because that's what they want. :) lol.......
lastly, for a change of pace, i present to you AGNEE. The first vid has both a moth/butterfly (patanga) AND a cute guy with face cotton (balle balle hoi hoi lol). they have a really awesome sound, and oh, yeah...that guy is fuckin' hot. so is the butterfly lol.
It's official...i saw the new place last night. the first weekend of next month, i will be moving again. there are a few things i need to point out, such as that it's not in hillside, it's in hollis, and the room is actually much smaller than what i wanted, but it's chopped up in bits. the actual bed area will allow for JUST my bed. there will be a separate area for my computer, and i'm able to acess the entire house, including the yard and pool at my desire. the price is little more than orginally quoted also, and the woman's son who lives with her was engaged but he and his gf broke up. because of this i will be keeping my head covered whenever he is around. i feel that is best. the lady who will be renting to me was impressed by this. she remembers me from one of the kitty parties my family and i went to years ago. she recalled how well i got on with youngsters that were there. (i used to keep in touch with most of them for a few years, but the one had revealed that he had shameful lustful feelings for a western girl, and i wasn't going to support him, so i distanced myself from him.) the place is in a nice residential neighbourhood, and stores and such are not that far away, plus the subway staion nearby has an elevator, so is i so wish to schlep off to jackson heights or the hillside trade fair, or something, it will be easier for me to do so. i'm hoping to get a folding bicycle, and will be able to bring that with me too. also, if i get sick and tired of being at the house, i can grab my camera bag, and wander off to wherever and take pics, check out interesting stuff, etc. like i did when i first got here. i won't be fabulously wealthy, or anything even close to it, but i will have a bit more money than i have now. i will at least be able to afford my subway pass and to do my laundry properly, instead of washing it by hand. the lady said she'd be happy to share food with me sometimes, so that will help the budget too. the son has some digestive issues and needs the bathroom frequently, but he's often at work, and most likely will be around more when i'm in class, so i'll cope. i've coped so far, i'll continue to cope. catface came and saw my current place. he had originally tried to get me to take this new place, then he changed his mind and tried to convince me to stay where i am last night. i told him that as much as this is nicer in some ways, i really can't realistically afford it right now. i can afford my rent, but that's about it. i can afford my phone which i really need. i cannot however, afford my subway fares, or anything else other than basic hygenic needs. i've literally and figuratively cut out everything i could to save the budget. i stopped getting my nails done for now, i have no other luxuries other than the generous space of this room. sadly, that's the next thing that needs to be cut. i JUST get by right now, and only because ebby helps me with subway fares and occasional needs, but it's tough on him too. he's doing it on his own free will, i havn't asked him for money, but he's made it clear it's getting tough on him. i can't afford to pay him back, and won't be able to yet, but i will help him by making things easier on him and being able to rely on myself more. that's more important right now i think. i will also be able to go to the gurdwara more often. this is something i've not been able to do for months because of my financial state. i asked the advice of wise grey bard, and she agreed. she even said that i'd be crazy NOT to do this. as painful as it seems, she's right. i told catface that he loves me because i do humble with style. when times get tough, i deal with it. he said i'm right. he's told me before that's one of the qualities he loves best about me. i may cry and get upset, but i don't let shit get me down. and i try to always do it with good morals in mind. despite my pale skin and bright blue eyes, my desi heritage shows through in my actions, and those who really know me know this clearly. ( my haters try to say otherwise, but they r mostly western whores on the interent who married indian guys, all of which pretending they r truly in love when they really aren't. they use the guys for attention sex and money, and then try to fool the world into thinking they are happy and true and all that crap. so i consider the source there. their slander against me means little because truth prevails and i know who i am, and i know who THEY are, and THAT kills them inside. :) ) so, anyway......it will be a bit challenging, and not exactly ideal, but then again, none of my living arrangements have been exactly ideal, so nothing new there. i just have to suck it up and put up with it till either catface and or i can afford better. but it could be much worse, so i have to be grateful. also, looking google, i'm not that far from syed, and it may be easier for irfan to see me, and more frequently. so that's good too. i will keep my head up, my heart bright, and endure. that's why i'm nirmal singh. fuck the fakes. or better yet, not...because that's what they want. :) lol.......
lastly, for a change of pace, i present to you AGNEE. The first vid has both a moth/butterfly (patanga) AND a cute guy with face cotton (balle balle hoi hoi lol). they have a really awesome sound, and oh, yeah...that guy is fuckin' hot. so is the butterfly lol.
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