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Still scared but trying my hardest
I just keep asking myself how many different tryes can you give a person is this person allready one over or does she have one more to go what if its just not ment to work i hate to believe that. Not knowing what the future holds is a bitch but it leaves a little room for excitement and anticipation not knowing if this one last try will be the one to end it or to make me the happiest
I keep my guard up but am slowly letting it down
little things remind me of what i fear the most pictures, entrees, songs, I want to loose them but its hard to make them go away.
Fuck i think i am litteraly going to drive myself crazy
oh well its valentines day and i am supposed to be happy so i have to go to pima now and do this whole GED thing it will eventually be a great thing i just have to slowly build myself up to the point and escape the old ways time to grow up.
my question of the day. How much is to much?
Im out
Just writing this helped me a lot with my thoughts and i lost some of that fear that has bottled into me SSSSSSSSSwwwwwwwwwwEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeTTTTTTTTTTTT I feel better
I just keep asking myself how many different tryes can you give a person is this person allready one over or does she have one more to go what if its just not ment to work i hate to believe that. Not knowing what the future holds is a bitch but it leaves a little room for excitement and anticipation not knowing if this one last try will be the one to end it or to make me the happiest
I keep my guard up but am slowly letting it down
little things remind me of what i fear the most pictures, entrees, songs, I want to loose them but its hard to make them go away.
Fuck i think i am litteraly going to drive myself crazy
oh well its valentines day and i am supposed to be happy so i have to go to pima now and do this whole GED thing it will eventually be a great thing i just have to slowly build myself up to the point and escape the old ways time to grow up.
my question of the day. How much is to much?
Im out
Just writing this helped me a lot with my thoughts and i lost some of that fear that has bottled into me SSSSSSSSSwwwwwwwwwwEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeTTTTTTTTTTTT I feel better