sometimes, i just don't get it
I don't get the whole college romance thing. It just doesn't function that well for me. Maybe its just that I'm bad at it, so that's why, but sometimes, you just get frustrated, and this is one of those moments.
I see guys hooking up with girls, and I know that its a spur of the moment, one night stand sort of thing. And although that's definitely not my thing, I can understand it.
What I don't get is why i find myself completely incapable of getting a girl. I'm not interested in random hookups or one night stands...That's not very fulfilling, and so far, i'm not very good at it. That said, ever since Mikki, I haven't been able to get a girl I set my sights on. I mean, its not like I haven't tried. I just haven't had success. And thats what I don't get. What is it that works for some guys that I don't have. And why am I so damn incompetent in this area.
ARGH...
Thank god I probably won't remember how i feel at this moment tomorrow (its not that I'm that drunk, its that I'm going to do my best to subconciously ignore it).
I see guys hooking up with girls, and I know that its a spur of the moment, one night stand sort of thing. And although that's definitely not my thing, I can understand it.
What I don't get is why i find myself completely incapable of getting a girl. I'm not interested in random hookups or one night stands...That's not very fulfilling, and so far, i'm not very good at it. That said, ever since Mikki, I haven't been able to get a girl I set my sights on. I mean, its not like I haven't tried. I just haven't had success. And thats what I don't get. What is it that works for some guys that I don't have. And why am I so damn incompetent in this area.
ARGH...
Thank god I probably won't remember how i feel at this moment tomorrow (its not that I'm that drunk, its that I'm going to do my best to subconciously ignore it).