Oct 21, 2006 23:48
havent updated in awhile, thought i would
been with jenny for awhile now, i know her inside and out. but suddenly she's completely fliped her lid.
shes been under alot of stress and suddenly i get a random call from an ex and she FLIPS out, she has gone completely 100% crazy. crazy to a degree that i have never seen her. shes wanting me to find the number of my ex and have her and i meet up with her so jenny can have a talk with her to find out if im really cheating on her or not.
her fear of me cheating on her has gone to a new level, i've never done anything with anyone other than her and it sucks that shes so lost in her own hurt and anger that she cant see the truth.
then we try to talk it out and all she hears are whats going on in her head, she cant wrap her mind around the fact that i love her too much to do anything with anyone. i didnt want to tell her my ex called because i knew it would lead to a fight, but a fight like this is rediculous. shes wanting to take time off so i can go experience other girls. but thats not what i want, i dont want to go date other girls, i dont want anything like that. i just want her back to normal and us being happy!
part of me is starting to believe that maybe SHE wants us broken up because there is someone for her, and shes just projecting this on me so she can feel ok about what she is doing on the sidelines. i dont want to believe that but honestly, shes made such a mountain out of this molehill that i have to step back and wonder.