People are full of bad decisions

[ninwa]

I am just another person. A broiling stew of chemical emotions. I've made a lot of bad decisions on these emotions, but never had I ever made the worse decision of my life. All of my poor decisions were somewhat, equivalent in their relative badness. I decided not to shower today, because I was lazy, and so I had somewhat of a down-trodden

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[ninwa]

No, thank you, it made a lot of sense. I've given a lot of thought to this lately, and you're pretty spot on with your assertions. I'm happy to say this isn't just a simple case of "for the sake of it being familiar." This is case of, "holy shit, what have I done?"

When you find somebody who loves you as much as the person I have found, and you know that you love them too, and for a moment you're not together, it's like being torn apart limb by limb.

If somehow Mara and I don't end up back together, I'm going to be able to withstand a fucking train hitting me.

[ninwa]

I appreciate it. You really have a great heart to want to help somebody out who barely talks to you. I'm glad I had some sort of effect on you that made you remotely care about my situation

[ninwa]

Yeah, it will have been a week this Sunday. I don't think we plan on hanging out any time soon. It would be too hard just to immediately forget everything and get lost in the moment because of how much I miss her. I don't want to do anything other than hold her. As nice as it sounds, it wont solve any problems.