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i am suffering from seasonal exhaustion.. in so many ways. i don't know if i'll be getting any more hours, ever, and this makes me nervous. while i need the time to apply to schools, jobs, etc, i'll be sad to leave, it is inevitable, eventually. it must be! but they're a good lot there- really, some of the neatest people i know.
i have tomorrow off, tomorrow i will spoil myself. i am exhausted, just wiped clean and dry. this happens every holiday season, i should expect it. constant family, constant friends, (why am i complaing?), SO many hours... i just need a rest.
new years was one of the least shitty ever.
this weekend, i may be making a run for ottawa, if i have sunday off. if i get fired, it's montreal.
yes. no. yes. no. make up your fucking mind. in it's diluted form it's not so bad, hard, but not bad. i'll get over it, him. i have to.
i am suffering from seasonal exhaustion.. in so many ways. i don't know if i'll be getting any more hours, ever, and this makes me nervous. while i need the time to apply to schools, jobs, etc, i'll be sad to leave, it is inevitable, eventually. it must be! but they're a good lot there- really, some of the neatest people i know.
i have tomorrow off, tomorrow i will spoil myself. i am exhausted, just wiped clean and dry. this happens every holiday season, i should expect it. constant family, constant friends, (why am i complaing?), SO many hours... i just need a rest.
new years was one of the least shitty ever.
this weekend, i may be making a run for ottawa, if i have sunday off. if i get fired, it's montreal.
yes. no. yes. no. make up your fucking mind. in it's diluted form it's not so bad, hard, but not bad. i'll get over it, him. i have to.