I'm leaving. Sayonara, minna.
I have enough. I ... I can't stay at school any longer.
I know I have said before I wanted to join REDCROSS. Guess what! I got accepted!!!!
I know it's hard to believe... and it was a secret until yesterday when I received the mail confirmation. I have to pack and be there tomorrow. So I'll be flying to Mexico City at night. (it's 6pm, the flight is at 10:00pm)
I feel so happy!!!! But... at the same time... I'm leaving everything behind. My mom cried so much... and my dad... well, he was just there for me. I can't say how much I appreciate they are supporting me.
Even if I'm not that much prepared, I can't speak Japanese as much as I would... but I'll try...
My cousin left Japan and is in Korea right now. Even so, she got me an appartment and I think life will be nice. I... I'm excited!!!!
And sad at the same time
I think my parents are deceived because I quit school.But... I have to go. It's... the calling.
I know it's sudden, but I made my choice. I've had an awful week, and that's all I can say....
I'm sorry everyone, I've disappointed you.
I don't want... to make this even harder for me and for everyone who is reading... so I'll make things shorter.
*sighs*
So... this is a goodbye, ne?
This is my last post. We shared so many memories... I'm sorry.
I remember... I've only done 1 KORE WA NANI game... it was so stupid... Everything, everyone... thank you. I know I'm not the best journal to read but... I tried my best to be friendly with everyone. Sigh... and everything was because of Arashi.
I wonder if I'll be able to see them once in Japan. I guess it's more probable right? ...I... I will try harder for everyone who showed support.
Perhaps one day... if things get better... I could come back. I'm not sure...
My room is so empty right now... And I'm watching my small baggage. I'm taking my camera with me... It's the only thing I need. I... wonder if I'll be able to come back. Everything could happen.
I really want to help all the people in Sendai. Let's cheer for them ok?
I... I'm crying. I'm sorry, I don't know what to say. It was... a wonderful thing, meeting everyone. Please, don't take this as another post... it's special for me.
Let's do our best in our lives.
Thanks for reading... thank you, everyone.
今日も、これからも、ありがとう。
ばいばい。
I know I have said before I wanted to join REDCROSS. Guess what! I got accepted!!!!
I know it's hard to believe... and it was a secret until yesterday when I received the mail confirmation. I have to pack and be there tomorrow. So I'll be flying to Mexico City at night. (it's 6pm, the flight is at 10:00pm)
I feel so happy!!!! But... at the same time... I'm leaving everything behind. My mom cried so much... and my dad... well, he was just there for me. I can't say how much I appreciate they are supporting me.
Even if I'm not that much prepared, I can't speak Japanese as much as I would... but I'll try...
My cousin left Japan and is in Korea right now. Even so, she got me an appartment and I think life will be nice. I... I'm excited!!!!
And sad at the same time
I think my parents are deceived because I quit school.But... I have to go. It's... the calling.
I know it's sudden, but I made my choice. I've had an awful week, and that's all I can say....
I'm sorry everyone, I've disappointed you.
I don't want... to make this even harder for me and for everyone who is reading... so I'll make things shorter.
*sighs*
So... this is a goodbye, ne?
This is my last post. We shared so many memories... I'm sorry.
I remember... I've only done 1 KORE WA NANI game... it was so stupid... Everything, everyone... thank you. I know I'm not the best journal to read but... I tried my best to be friendly with everyone. Sigh... and everything was because of Arashi.
I wonder if I'll be able to see them once in Japan. I guess it's more probable right? ...I... I will try harder for everyone who showed support.
Perhaps one day... if things get better... I could come back. I'm not sure...
My room is so empty right now... And I'm watching my small baggage. I'm taking my camera with me... It's the only thing I need. I... wonder if I'll be able to come back. Everything could happen.
I really want to help all the people in Sendai. Let's cheer for them ok?
I... I'm crying. I'm sorry, I don't know what to say. It was... a wonderful thing, meeting everyone. Please, don't take this as another post... it's special for me.
Let's do our best in our lives.
Thanks for reading... thank you, everyone.
今日も、これからも、ありがとう。
ばいばい。