Your my stars at night

Jun 30, 2011 02:29

Tittle: Your my stars at night

this is for my giggle bear love you bby xx x x

Hay im sophie 24 and ive just been dumped and i just cant stop crying
my gal well my ex leah she broke up with me after just a month of dating
you see she lives in london and i live in manchester she dumped me out
of love at first i did not understand but i do now we are still very
close we agreed to be mates and we work better that way and i met someone
new someone who i love very much let me tell you how i met my sian

i wrote on my internet diary where peeps can read it and say what they
want i had a message after posting of what happened with me and leah
it was from giggles_96 saying im sorry about the break up if you wanna
talk im here for ya i thought how sweet so i wrote back tellin her
i feel like im dead and how i loved leah so much and she wrote back
saying would i like to play 20 questions to try and not think about
leah and to stop crying so i did i also text me best mate kylie how
great was she about it she also helped me out loads i yexted her soon
after

me: hay babe leah just dumped me i need you x x x x

kylie: oh hun im so sorry im here for you x x x x

seeing that made me cry shes so kind and sweet

me: thanks babe i just feel like whats the point x x x x x

kylie: it will be ok hun i know you love her but why did she dump you?

me: she said she was too inlove with me and too attched i dont understand
i thought we was doing ok? x x x x x

kylie: well babe maybe its best i know its not what you want to hear
but just hear her out x x x x x

me:ok thank you so much babe your such a great mate love ya x x x x

kylie: so are you hun love ya 2 x x x x x

me: babe can we still be mates i dont think i can go on not having you
in me life? x x x x x

leah: yer ofcourse babe but this is for the best you may not think it
now but in time you know its for the best x x x x x

me: ok babe thank you i dont hate you ok x x x x x

leah: well i hate my self for hurting you but its for the best x x x x

i looked away it just hurt so much i got a message from giggles she
was being so sweet asking about foods, films anything to get me mind
of it all that day i thought i was gonna die but i stayed in bed crying
listening to my and leahs song just crying the next day i woke up and
signed in to me diary i had a message from giggles asking how i am that
day i spent it messageing her we swaped numbers and it was great she
was so sweet we started messageing on a saturday by monday night she was
my girlfriend i know too fast right but that was just it it felt right

me: hay giggles did you want to ask me something? x x x x x

giggles: nope im to nervous too ask x x x x

i thought how cute is that so i called her and asked her to be my
girlfriend and she asked if i was sure coz of leah it was still fresh
but i knew that leah would be happy to know that someone out there
was gonna be there for me like she felt she could not i liked sophie
but not as much as leah as time went i was slowly falling for her but
i closed it of coz for some reason i felt like i was cheating like
moving on too fast from someone who clearly still loves me

sian: hay princess i really like you alot im falling for you fast
and its never happened to me before x x x x x

me: wow really your not the first to tell me that i well i like you
alot 2 but erm x x x xx

sian: you like me but not as much as leah i get that i just cant
help how i feel for you love you x x x x

wow love u im sure its just like love ya but its love you i do love
her but not inlove with her

me: i love you babe but i dont know lets see how it goes yer? x x x x

sian: ok bby thats cool x x x x x

i look at the fone then think what is going on in me head by wednesday
i went and met kylie i told her everything she was surprised but
pleased for me i showed her a pic of leah and sian

me: so what you think?

kylie: there both very pretty hun

i looked at me fone and i got a text it was leah

kylie: thats leah right?

me: yer how did you know?

kylie: your smiling and its reached your ears

i laughed at her

me: what can i say i love her

kylie: what about sian?

me: thats the thing i love her but im not inlove with her oh babe im
messed up dont get me wrong i really like sian alot but its still
fresh you know?

kylie: yer i know hun

i went home and me and sian was up texting i knew what was happening
i was falling for this amazening girl but i did not want to admit it
i told leah and she was happy for me and i gotta say i was mad coz
she took it well but i let it go so now its 1 week today ive been dating

me: hay bby happy 1 week lol love ya x x x x

sian: heehee thats so sweet bby love ya x x x x x

i rang her up and we spoke i was so nervous i wanted to tell her but
i was scared so i kept me mouth shut the next day was like a blur i
got sian to admit how she truly felt about me and i felt bad

sian: im inlove wid ya but i did not want to admit it x x x x

me: why babe? x x x x

sian: because your still inlove with your ex and i understand that
its just i hate how you compare me to her and telling me how you still
love her i dont want to be second best forever x x x x

i looked at the text so many times before replying it hit me like a
rock how could i be so horrible to make someone who clearly has fallen
for me feel like that and i decided to stop being stupid and i admitted
it to me self i was inlove with sian i just pushed aside but i could
not anymore so the next day i texted sian and said my sorrys and i rang
her

sian: hello

me: hay babe er i wanna say that i have fallen inlove with you

ok shes gone silent dame 2 soon

sian: really?

ok she spoke

me: yer really i just did not want to admit it it took us to argu for
me to realise and im sorry do you forgive me?

sian: you already know the answer and ive fallen inlove with you 2

i had the fattest grin on me face i was so happy me and leah are still
close and i had a girl who loves me and who i love

it was tuesday and i dont know but i felt dead giddy so i sent soppy
texts to sian

me: hay bby i love you so much your my world love u x x x x x

sian: awwww bby thats so sweet i love you so very much x x x x

ok how can i beat that oh ive got it

me: bby will you marry me? lol love u x x x x x

sian: ummmmmm

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