Somewhat Okay

Aug 14, 2006 17:24

...Ever had the feeling that you've been replaced by the person you love the most? That you're not good enough to satisfy them and that no matter how hard you try to convince yourself, you still feel like shit.

It's even worse when the person they satisfied themselves with is special to you as well.

That makes me feel the opposite of special. I'm just glad Kankurou promised to make me feel special again... that's the good part. But I still can't get over the fact that I was cheated on...

That doesn't change my feelings, but it cracks my trust.

...It almost feels like karma. Karma for what I've supposedly done to Ino. Speaking of which, it doesn't mean I have to side with only one person when they're my friends. Just because I support Tayu-kun doesn't mean I have to totally ditch you. I swear I've only gone so far as to kiss her in a friendly manner. She feels like family. Ino, you don't have to be such a fucking bitch about everything! It makes me wonder why I even started being friends with you in the first place. I can't believe you think I was betraying you. All I was doing was helping a friend in need who somewhat betrayed me too by letting her stay with me and Nyankan.

The Ukon situation is fine... he has been staying inside me much less than usual. I've steadily begun to regain my health. Yahoo! :D

...God, why do I still feel so useless? Shino? Please... where are you? I need you.
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