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hey ya'll. i haven't updated on this in a while so i feel the need to. i don't really have much to say though, everything in my life is pretty much the same. still single, still tokin' up all the time, still wishin' i had a car right now... so pretty much same ol' same ol'. i've been making a lot of new friends lately, younger friends but they're still cool though. and my hair is like a purplish pink now, it looks awsome. i'm not on bowling league anymore, 50% of me is happy about that but the other 50 is not happy about it. i'm not happy about it cause i don't really get to see Shaun and Sara anymore (even though Shaun claims i'm ignoring him), and the other 50 is happy cause bowling got old fast after the first season. and i'm really sick of most of my friends claiming i don't talk to them anymore... if you wanna talk, than call me, i'm gonna lay this down flat out right now.. I FUCKING HATE THE PHONE, SO DON'T EXPECT ME TO CALL YOU. if you wanna talk than you're gonna have to call me. and i DON'T wanna hear anyone complaining that i don't hang out with them anymore... cause everyone is always off in their own little world doing their own thing... its not like im the only one. i don't bitch when you guys don't call me, and i don't bitch when you guys don't ask me to hang out with you, and you know that. Shaun... i don't bother really trying to hang with you cause you're always with Anna, and i don't have a boyfriend so of course i'm not gonna wanna be around another couple. and Sara... you're always with Katie, and i don't like Katie so i'm not gonna hang around you while you're with her. it doesn't mean i don't like you guys and that i'm trying to shut you out, but that's just honestly how i feel. and i wanna hang with you guys more, which is why i invited you to come over tomorrow. and i'm just asking could everyone please stop acting like i'm a little bitch that doesn't give a fuck about her friends... cause you all know i do, so that's not fair to me. and i'm gonna go... and if you wanna post any negative comments feel free to, but i just think it bull shit that i'm thought of as "ignoring" my friends.