Sooooooo DONE>>>
I am done. I am sitting here on the verge of tears. I am tired of fighting to keep afloat. I am tired of trying to call Joe and get him to be a man and tell me what his fuckin problem is. I am tired of doing so much for everyone else and getting shit in return. I am tired of needing help asking for help and getting nothing. I am tired of knowing that I am not going to get the part in the show that I wanted. I am tired of feeling that my life has been wasted. I am tired of feeling used and abandoned by those that I love. I am tired of coming home angry and having to work until the wee hours of morning just to keep my house in order. I am tired of hearing about everyone else having such great times when is it my turn to actually have someone treat me to a real date. I am tired of feeling like I want to cry. I am tired of chewing back the acidy feeling in my stomache and resisting the urge to scream. I am tired of wishing I would just keel over and die. I am tired of knowing that I am gonna be 30 and nothing is going to change.
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FEEL FREE TO POST THIS TO ANYONE WHO YOU THINK MIGHT GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT HOW I FEEL