Things I learned this weekend
So far I have to say that this weekend I had a small epiphany..and trust me i've been getting epihanys alot lately. I have decided that I can no longer trust men who say they love me say they will be there for me and say the genuinely care for me...I got for words for you emotional bond my ass....yet again I am just another stop on joe's tour of the country...all I am good for is another hole for him to fuck and another heart for him to break on his downward spiral...people have been asking if I will speak with him when he returns to carver or if I will forgive him for just going away and ignoring me completely...honestly I have no use for people like him in my life I don't need to be used and lied to and mr. I am incapable of lying lied to me about that too....I would speak with him but he better have a dozen roses and be kissin my ass for a long while He was supposed to come to a wedding with me in a few weeks and now I am going alone....I am angry at myself for all of this mostly mainly because I knew he was a snake when I picked him up...and hey he is a scorpion....I never should have took the ride...