this is what i get....
..this is what i get, for lovin'you.
You know im Sorry so much Disrespect was shown, HONESTLY, i had no idea he was going to disrespect anyone or my OLD school that way!!
so what if he and i hang out, we DO NOT talk about my training PERIOD.
we leave it out to leave out all these problems.
Im sorry you "Hate me," but quiet frankly, i can't say it better then Jessie said it to me today.. "If People think you had something to do with him Disrespecting Our SCHOOL, Then they really don't know you.."
I knew he was going in there to Fight, i didn't know he was going to Throw down the way he did.
SO STOP BLAMING ME.
Because of all this, I have desided to QUIT the Martial ARTS completely, I feel that wherever i go, i cause problems.. and this is not something i want to ever deal with again.
this is going to be like if im addicted on Heroine...
This is in my Viens, it's running through blood deep and think..
And to Pull myself away from thee ONLY thing i felt would keep my safe, keep my head on straight, and keep me being whom i am, Is the hardest thing i'll EVER EEVER have to do.
I hope your happy, because of you, the one who calls me family,
I am quitting the only thing i knew to be true.
if you can't seem to get a hold of yourself, and relize Im NOT AT FAULT, then i guess i don't need you in my life.
and im sorry, it's killing me to have to do this, but i have to.
AND NO, I DID NOT LEAVE SHADOW WARRIORS FOR KUNG FU,
i left to try and help find myself.. and so far i've Failed.
-Bethany
You know im Sorry so much Disrespect was shown, HONESTLY, i had no idea he was going to disrespect anyone or my OLD school that way!!
so what if he and i hang out, we DO NOT talk about my training PERIOD.
we leave it out to leave out all these problems.
Im sorry you "Hate me," but quiet frankly, i can't say it better then Jessie said it to me today.. "If People think you had something to do with him Disrespecting Our SCHOOL, Then they really don't know you.."
I knew he was going in there to Fight, i didn't know he was going to Throw down the way he did.
SO STOP BLAMING ME.
Because of all this, I have desided to QUIT the Martial ARTS completely, I feel that wherever i go, i cause problems.. and this is not something i want to ever deal with again.
this is going to be like if im addicted on Heroine...
This is in my Viens, it's running through blood deep and think..
And to Pull myself away from thee ONLY thing i felt would keep my safe, keep my head on straight, and keep me being whom i am, Is the hardest thing i'll EVER EEVER have to do.
I hope your happy, because of you, the one who calls me family,
I am quitting the only thing i knew to be true.
if you can't seem to get a hold of yourself, and relize Im NOT AT FAULT, then i guess i don't need you in my life.
and im sorry, it's killing me to have to do this, but i have to.
AND NO, I DID NOT LEAVE SHADOW WARRIORS FOR KUNG FU,
i left to try and help find myself.. and so far i've Failed.
-Bethany