Aug 28, 2004 19:43
Well, summer's over. Schooling has begun.
Many things have begun. re-begun. re-gun. run.
I think college will be quite a time. I've already started down the path of never sleeping in my own dorm and almost always falling asleep drunk. I've made it to my classes though, save for one error in my copying of classroom numbers. I like most all of my classes, but my english teacher/class doesn't seem like it'll be that good.
I've noticed a change in myself, for the better. I'm not sure what it is. I'm certainly much happier. But there's always things that can get me down. I feel bad that i missed actually seeing Chris one last time before he left. I miss Brett. I guess it's ok, they're still around, just not as close... at all...
I actually do feel like i'm sliding back to how i used to be. I thought it would be good, and it hasn't been bad, but i wonder if it really is good. I feel better. But if i'm going back, i'll have to go forward again in theory. Who knows.
I been hangin out with Lee more. That's been tight. He's a fun guy. I kinda want to hang out with Matt some, we'll see what happens.
I got two tattoos yesterday. I like em. No one's really seen 'em yet. Scheppe and Gene did last night at Mike's b-day party, and they didn't think that they were real. Well, Gene thought they were, but he wasn't sure, Scheppe was doing his best to deny it. I thought it was hilarious. But also, i was drunk numb and high... so looking at a coffee table was hilarious. I still think it was genuine-... the fact that they wouldn't believe it, not the table.
Everyone around me listens to Ashley(sp?) Simpson now, and it's sorta getting old. Not that i don't like her, cause honestly, i don't pay attention much. But it's all people talk about. I'm so out of the loop.
I've written a lot. I'm surprised. I really am changing.
I need a part time job pronto. That'd be nice.
I'm checkin out. Late.
P.P. I still love Garden State. Possibly too much. I think not enough.