An epiphany...

Jun 26, 2005 17:10

First time I DJed in months. Was looking forward to coming back out, having my friends there, and having a good time. But then a funny thing happened. Either my friends didn't show, or they left after about an hour.

I realized that maybe people were just tired , or they had other plans. But then I realized, my friends usually never show, or never stick around. It happens all the time.

I read how my friends think so and so is an amazing DJ, or a so and so is in an awesome band, but I never actually hear word one about my style. I never see my friends dance. Is it because I don't DJ so esoterically that nobody knows what the hell I'm playing? Is it my fault that I have to please more than one type of audience night in and night out? I don't get it.

It makes me realize, I just might be wasting my time with this DJing shit. Because I don't think anybody really cares.
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