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I am so fucking pissed off right now. I can't fucking stop shaking. It's quite a slap in the face when a person you consider a friend sees you as nothing but a unreliable flake. No, she fucking DEFINES you as an unreliable flake. Jesus fucking christ, here I am thinking I'm changing for the better, and she keeps dragging my face through shit i'm trying to leave behind. Sweet fucking christ, maybe I SHOULD have fucking killed myself. At least THAT would have showed some reliability and fucking conviction, and I wouldn't have to put up with her reminding me of it every goddamn chance she gets.
Fuck this. I'm done. I'm gone. I can't deal with this shit anymore. I need to leave to somewhere I don't have to deal with this anymore. Somewhere where I'm not Telo FUcking Walden anymore. It clearly isn't working.
Fuck this. I'm done. I'm gone. I can't deal with this shit anymore. I need to leave to somewhere I don't have to deal with this anymore. Somewhere where I'm not Telo FUcking Walden anymore. It clearly isn't working.