but i feel the need to write this, for you are the only people who live in this world, this blood feud, that has continued to tear my psyche apart for insurmountable years
growing up a half breed wasn't always easy
but i've come to terms wtih a lot of conflicting things in my life
no i'm not talking about being half chinese and half white, i dealt with that a long time ago the minute i knew i would never grow more than 14 hairs on my chest
what i'm talking about goes much deeper...deeper into a place filled with shadows, danger...and rum.
raided a value village today for clothes...and bought pirate accessories [i already had ninja gear at home], not for halloween however
but for my own agenda
it's time to stop
denying who i really am
oh the things one does when they are stoned...
what i'm really trying to say tho...and hear me out
is that...