How do I hire a hitman? I'm serious!
I hate my fucking step-father. I seriously hope he dies very soon. I just got screamed at because I came in a whopping ten minutes after 11. Thats right 11. And, how old am I? What 1 2 3... 20. And its not like I can fucking say anything to him. Last time I told him to fuck off when he blamed me for breaking the van when a belt came loose from it, like I opened the hood and took it off. That was a bad move. Wouldn't of did it if I knew the asshole was going to attack me. And, after I left the house and went to Julie's house he had the nerve to say to my mom that I head-butted him when he grabbed me. I didn't, but what I should of did is kicked him in the fucking balls. But, It didn't matter if he said it or not because it seems like my mom thinks his action are O.K. It fucking sucks too, because I don't have the option to move in with my dad like my sister did, because he is in a nursing home. But, even if I did have that option I don't know if I would want to use it. Cuz' all he ever did when I saw him was get drunk, call me stupid, or make fun of me to strangers. Today, when I came home late, I made the mistake of making the comment, "What? You guys stay up and watch the news anyway." He started screaming about how it doesn't matter what they do, and because I would even say something like that I'm an "asshole". Most of the time I'm a fucking asshole though so its a slight improvement. I can't just move out either, besides not having a place to go, I don't have enough money. I don't know what I'm ganna do. Maybe I'll just make the world a better place and kill him.