Jul 19, 2004 00:17
why can't everything just be easy?
sometimes i wonder if i really am bipolar with the way i can swing from being in an amazingly good mood to being on the verge of tears in a matter of minutes. but i think it's really just stress, quitting smoking and the coffee/sugar crash all combined to make me feel miserable.
really things are okay. it's just that in some ways this kind of stuff is really new to me. but i like that i can freak out and tell you exactly what i feel and you actually listen. i'm glad that i feel like we get somewhere instead of just fighting in circles.
i hope that this works out. (fingers crossed.)
i want to buy a treadmill soon. but i think my knees are going to hate me when i start running again. but i don't care, i want to do it anyway.
i'm up too late to have a good day tomorrow. but i only have to work four hours so it doesn't really matter i guess. i'll just come home and take a nap.
almost time to go pick up sarah. i have the nicest roommate ever.