Apr 30, 2004 17:22
i'm still in my pajamas and i'm sitting here eating fun dip while tobey sleeps on my lap. damn, my life is so fucking exciting.
last night was weird. for like a thousand different reasons. either way, not the most fun i've ever had. drama is lame and some people never change. but i did rock the leg warmers. where were you?
(today's plans: it's cool when everyone is too busy.)
i need a cappucino and a red bull.
i've been really really frustrated with everything for days and days now. i don't know where to go from here and i don't want to think things to death anymore. i made the wrong decision but it's far too late to take it back. and now so many things are falling apart. i woke up so so hungry this morning and wanted to cry.
but i guess i'm supposed to be focused on the things that are going well.